Shadows

Shadows of my scars always lay deep under my skin,

as the darkness forgotten, the pain within. 

I lost a will, I cannot breathe.
Blood will soon come out of me
and you know I live like this

You know I cant live this way.
I can’t live this way.
You know I cant live this way.
I can’t live this way.

A pain crawls right through my heart. 
It will not end, it has left its mark, in me.
I’m now alone, with my shadows to haunt,
Seeing my life’s truths, all that I have.

You know I cant live this way.
I cant live this way.
You know I cant live this way.
I cant live this way.

I live my last days in this corner, curled up,
believing in my thoughts and nowhere to hide 
You know I can’t live this way, 
You know I can’t live like this