There is a decision, I have made,
to edulge in fear and bathe in pain.
I’m misunderstood, why is this so bad?
Its my choice of life, I created the new fad.
But I haven’t always wanted to be this way,
there was once a light, life once played.
There was a girl who showed me the way,
she told me to live she told me to stay.
I know now that she wasn’t right,
her dress turned black, as adrak as night.
She was in a beautiful black dress,
but all I saw was white.
You showed me the way, which is now false.
I now lie head down,
body like a cross.
Now as I let my life unfold,
I see the light now.
This is my path,
right here where I lay.
