All Posts 2011
Entry 1
Have you ever been afraid of the dark? I do believe I have. And not just when I was a child I believe everybody is
Living the Life?
It started here, another wasteful night. You started crying, I’ll just say goodbye. Look out the window, tell me what do you see? I see
Safe
I left my baby back in Oregon, because she lost all sanity. I left my lady, locked into a heart of stone but, can we
Liliana
Liliana, Adelaide. Left the world behind her. They forgot her anyway. Send out a SOS, I was wrong. Majestic blood, and a heart so divine.
Oceana
Down in the wake.She cries.Down by the beach house,waving goodbye.You wept, of what you missed.Dream what you want.Dream what you wish. I can see everything,you have
A Poets Stress
So….the disease has finally resurfaced itself and I have embraced it with a warm loving home. I can only stress about self control
Three Cheers
Three cheers for the mourning, we’re already fal’n apart. You pick up the pieces, take me back to the start. So I tangled and I
Rose
Red rose, the corner of my eye. Light is seeing what you want to. You had, greatest what you asked for, I’m running out the
A Poets Name
As I sit here trying to figure out to write as a “whats on my mind” other than a story I can only
Lullaby
Sleep The night away, I will stay awake, for you. I’ll sing my lullaby, to keep your fears from you. when you start to get
Living Nightmare
She’s just a living nightmare, marinating all my dreams, with her presence. Reminding me of everything, that I try to forget. She just lies in
Towers
Up in the sky lays a tower of no end. There lies the beast, one who made sin. He entices the souls “come in and
Stand (For Me)
Where are you now? When or how? I’ve been searching, you feel so near. It’s like your around the corner. Im waiting to see your
A Poets Councilor
Today I was talking with a friend about therapy, upon watching a television show about serial killers she made the comment “So if
Won’t Be There
The photographs of you in my mind, I know now they will die. Been losing your image like you disappeared, Soon be gone, soon be
She
She thinks im pretty, but with all the cuts in my arms I seem to disagree. She makes me happy, in the first degree but
Shadows
Shadows of my scars always lay deep under my skin,as the darkness forgotten, the pain within. I lost a will, I cannot breathe. Blood will soon
Slow Song
There is a light, there is a fire. Lost full of doubt, please stay for a while. There is a light, there is a fire.
Black Dress, Blood Red
I’m so close to the end. I would love to show you, dresses couloured dead. I mean it, will you fill up all the broken
Straight Forward
Wake up in the morning at the break of dawn, try to feel around me and I was wrong. The Beauty is in my dreams.
Who?
Theres a noose around my neck. Words screaming unheard. Chasing down those angels, that never come home. Can you hear me now? No louder than
You, the Tomb
Every time you lock my heart in your tomb, I always hope you will return to soon. If theres a hole where your heart should
Ballad of the Lost
Torn thoughts deep within my head, so many people they don’t understand. soon you will. What makes me tick? Why do I press on? I
Atom Bombs
This is the night, when I can’t sleep alone. this is the night, I need you. I need you to, go along with this, to
Ivy
When the summer regression, makes a weekend obsession, that we are all waiting for. You see, I’m waiting for the sunset. Never die, we know
A Poets Dream
I’ve always thought that you could never feel happiness until you know what sadness feels like. Today I woke up in thought of
Clear Skies, Mountainside
Thinking about, all my complications and well, it feels like I was born this morning. Looking for a desperate consequence. Oh now, what can I do
The Bitter End
This, thing, has been apart of me for so long. It tore me up, and left my remains, and that is me now. But there
Two Faced Mind, One Faced Man
I set off on the creek, for days that were old. I lied to a preacher, I wasnt forsworn. I tore out the papers, of
Just Pretending
I am a saviour to a new world,all I want is a god, in my face. I will complete my people, with a new hope,
Search Sympathy
I need to, make a difference. From the waves in the grass, to the sway in the trees. I try, to remain unnoticed. To remain
22 Years in the Making
Why can’t I make up my mind? On questions that can take my life, I fall from these stairs and look at the sky, Do
The Last Choice
There I lay, from all the days that passed. Above a stairwell, was my last task. Here I am bleeding, with my last thought to
The Reflection
Driving away, im the Casanova, of letting go. Driving away, look in the rearview, need to get away. I had to drive away, please feel
Closer
Here we are, head is in the rain, here we are, here we are. You fill your heart, with words that can fill the ocean,
The Blood Rush During the Storm
I Well I see its December, but I dont want it. storm clouds will raise and make a bitter winter. Now this petty starlight, is
Black and Grey
Echoing elegance underneath her snake skin. Slow down, slow down, I feel defeated, with all I do, so now wave goodbye. Sitting on that park
A Poets Mind
I really dont know how to speak my mind right now so I guess I’ll tell you random facts about myself; I have a big
A Sleepless Night but the Sun Still Rises
Tell me you feel better and controlling the weather, because its sunny for a whole day for once. And that your mood, could be no
Love is a Gun V. 1
If love is a gun, then I have been shot. If bullets are hate, then I have a lot. I fall from these stairs, and