All Posts 2012

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Violence and Poetry

Am I,  sharp as a knife? Digging into your spine. Am I, late enough? Well no one was watching. I need your serpent blood, so

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To Feel Love Again

Will you keep waiting for the sun to come? I keep eating lies and taking home goodbyes. I talked to all your friends, they told

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When I Became Crazy

So here I stand and I wait I am waiting for you all. So irate and confused,  they’re waiting for me to fall I took

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What Makes A Man

Cut me into pieces and put them all together again. There is nothing I’ve been able to hide from you.  You will always see whats

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How Long It Lasted

Love, I thought about you all night. It could have been forever. Sweet,  I counted my wounds. Maybe, that was the reason why it all

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Fumbling For Hope

Just don’t fail me now as we beat on hearts strings.  Wrapped around my neck with just one more step. Please stop that noise, its

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Dying For What You Hide

Who,has found then hardened my heart.Like it was cut from stone. It just creeped through the dirt. When,Will this aching stop my nation?Just one act under

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How To Mend The Wounds

It’s when you’re always trying but you only bleed in return. Bleeding out feelings, emotion and the hopes of my heart. I am pierced so

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Somewhere In The Dark

These people, are killing. Devils, spawn out of dirt. You now, are some forbidden taste. Can you leave now? I have no worth.    You

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Right Down Where It Lies.

Using your skin to wrap up your bones Your mother can’t see this right now. I tried to remember. Died in December.   Holding a thought down

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Some Gift

All alone in this house. You start to scream, I hear you out. Felling better than before, but you cry like you did during the

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With Sweet Silence

Make the world another sea of ash, circumstances growing thin. I thought I let down all that I had. Just leave all these broken wings.

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Only You Two

The waves flowed our way. While we sat by the beachside, where we took our parts. A right just to stay, but the owners say that

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Your Bright Lights

Bright lights. Looking like your eyes. Looking like sunshine. As I touch your skin.   Through a window. What do you see love? This may

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Sirens

It’s like I took out my mind. I have a sick sense of right. Beloved doctor. Now. Just a simple case. It’s just a simple

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A Poets Philosophy

It’s based on two things. First is of human origin. Us being cannot be good in anyone’s eyes. There is a grudge against humanity, so

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That Someone

Where do I see myself? What will I do? What if I invented something? Or even unlock the human mind? This sounds childish but still,

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Tiny Spaces

I live my life in a swimming pool, whenever I awaken. I try to be a respectful man. These eyes are getting sharper.  I find

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Cut Clean

Cut clean, loose shoes. Its only they wanted in you. Ripped jeans, loud rouse. I think they can hear you. There was a jump chorus

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As I Lie

There’s a drill,  that’s ringing in my head. Put me in a coffin,  then nail me back up again. I told you that this is a song,

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Once And A While

It happens every once and a while, when you feel hopeless. I want to care, but nothing can clean wounds. There is a hope but

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The Days To Come

Sounds of violence help me get through the night. It always seems so ring through my head all day. My thoughts go wandering. I’ll never

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Just Like Clockwork

You look defeated,  as you’re laying, on the floor. You look so tired, and strung out.   You look so disappointed. You seem to lack

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It’s Better Now

A pulse beats,  in the darkness. Everything flows naturally. As the old lepers all die, to the other side. Till then, we can breathe out

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May Be, Maybe

There was a time, long ago, when I was young, I can’t believe I remember it. I wanted a brother, but my mother, couldn’t stand,

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The Life Decision

There is a tale of broken hearts, in every single being. A feeling that is so useless, and it leaves everything that way. What all

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Like The Rest Of Us

The waves crash,  I am just a mortal son. You spring from your bunker, is the war won? I can’t stand the way, you’re looking

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A Pariah

My days are scratching thin, reminds me of moments when,  I always dug a hole deep in, my burning house,  I once called my home.

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The Flames Die

I can’t believe that I’m alone. I’ve spent six weeks trying to get you home. I put my head within a plastic sack, at least

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Because…

Compiled the letters, then picked up the phone. It’s been a long time, since we were on one on one. Now you have some children,

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Anxiety Anxiety!

I lived a life from crib to coffin, it will be the first and last time I swear. You made me regret my thoughts for you,

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Lovers, In Chains

Lovers, in chains. All of us claim, It wasn’t me. It’s hard to go, out of the city Go! Just go. Flee away from me.

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A Poets Psychopathy

     I’ve been having a new set of dreams recently. They still contain this woman in black and blue that I see so often

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The Way I Like it

Save me from the end.  I can like it. Little toys made of sin. Poking the back of my, neck twists and turns. I can

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A Poets Depression

     When you’re little, you grow to love anything you set your sights on and those little pieces of plastic that were manufactured in

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Peacefully

I struggle for days, to live in open flames. Will you reach for me, or will I do it for you? The coals are so

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When I Look Forward

Hey there my friend, Curled up and scared. You cant take away from me, what you’ve already shared. When the fire in our hearts,  consume

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One Last Reason

Crawl for a space to start again, forget all that has been done. I have become a mess to the life I lead, just some

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Inch-Wide Trenches

I’m living my life from crib to coffin everyday. How would you feel? when the darkness controls you. Tell me how would you feel? You

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A Poets Self-Sacrifice

     After my first suicide attempt I realized something more than what I could have ever known without doing such a thing. I can

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Have No Fear!

Have no fear, all the wastes are won. What have I become? A fatherless son. To shake and smear,  your blood and tears,  over the

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Our Last Words

So is this where I stand? Flicking mutters in the wind. With no place up to go save myself. I think my nerves rather thin.

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I Am Black Cold Heart

I am black cold heart,  its been waiting for love. You, been waiting for love. You, are liars entrust. I am black cold heart,  its

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Violence & Poetry Pt. 2

I live in the midst of strangers, crawling down my throat. My life’s so abstract sometimes, I beg to choke. Reflections in the mirrors,  are

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Suffocation

Please be so tender, as I tell you the truth. This happened so fast  and it will, crumble to pieces  If I’m pinned to the

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Spin and Shout

We spin, and shout, as we dance around the fire I twist, and turn, as I search for words for you. I try, to tend,

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Watchman

The lonely watchman in his lighthouse, never had a peaceful mind. The lonely watchman was the reason for the light but, he had picked a

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Gravesong

I like to play dead,  while immersed in white. I feel kind of violent. Nails in my coffin,  and I count them,  one two I

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My Will and Last Testament

Sometimes I dream.  Sometimes I dream about falling. I dream about falling down a forty story building.  The wind through my hair.  No dirt under

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