All Posts 2012
The Man Who Cured the World, One Murder At A Time
I I once had a conversation with a man that I met at a street corner as we were waiting for a bus.
Violence and Poetry
Am I, sharp as a knife? Digging into your spine. Am I, late enough? Well no one was watching. I need your serpent blood, so
To Feel Love Again
Will you keep waiting for the sun to come? I keep eating lies and taking home goodbyes. I talked to all your friends, they told
They Call Me Melocholia but What’s the Difference Between Us?
All I can feel is the motion between our bodies. Like some ever grasping tension that just keeps things together. That felling could be unwanted.
The Eyes of the Ones Without the Face
Superstition out my thought, hallucinating my mind. It’s no wonder, thats why I never go out. Walls are closing in while, bugs crawling out of
Window Shopping For the Perfect Hell
I have felt so different since these pills first entered me. The fatigue has left. The fog is gone. But my brain feels like its
Miscommunications of the Heart
Well, it’s what you thought I said. I think there is some miscommunication We were lacking from the start, If only I’ve had a heart. Crippling
When I Became Crazy
So here I stand and I wait I am waiting for you all. So irate and confused, they’re waiting for me to fall I took
Where My Soul Went To Die
There is a place in the dark, it’s where the animals go. You are the one that I need, the one that I love. But
Taking A Bite Into Your Skin
I hope you understand the significance, in which why I am here. Just to protect you from the daemons, I need to take you home.
Am I Alive? (Remember Me)
If this knife is a filler for my love, whats the filler for the cuts and scars? Is it loneliness? Or is it friendship? Am
They Were Only Happy (I Could Not Understand)
I looked out my window today. I saw all the children play. I could not understand. I looked out my window next day. Gas suits
We Are All Monsters To The End
I should have listened from the start. It has happened before. We pray on self destruction. and leave the bodies to rot. So I made
What Makes A Man
Cut me into pieces and put them all together again. There is nothing I’ve been able to hide from you. You will always see whats
You Always Seemed To Hate It
There you are you my renegade, with your neck of love. You cant see what your feeling, of me, today. You always seem to hate
Poison Kisses To The End
I’ll go and pave these streets with broken hearts. I can take your thoughts of fear, and tear them up. Who could have known that
Clench My Fist, Make You See
I’ll make it what I want. It will become black as night. The hands will be blood red. Ill make you regret what you did
Ripping It Out, It Feels So Fine
Cross the street, at the middle of night. watch it crumble as I, lose my sight. I need to rip it, I just need to
How Long It Lasted
Love, I thought about you all night. It could have been forever. Sweet, I counted my wounds. Maybe, that was the reason why it all
Fumbling For Hope
Just don’t fail me now as we beat on hearts strings. Wrapped around my neck with just one more step. Please stop that noise, its
Dying For What You Hide
Who,has found then hardened my heart.Like it was cut from stone. It just creeped through the dirt. When,Will this aching stop my nation?Just one act under
How To Mend The Wounds
It’s when you’re always trying but you only bleed in return. Bleeding out feelings, emotion and the hopes of my heart. I am pierced so
It Makes Me Feel Well (Terror In Rain)
I dont care, with all the options you left for me. Just keep, me, numb. Pills, cuts, crush, I am blind with all my atrophy.
A Poets Last Thoughts
The city dies by old age, tomorrow. You can never die to0 late. It is said that a dove can heal, all of our savagest
Somewhere In The Dark
These people, are killing. Devils, spawn out of dirt. You now, are some forbidden taste. Can you leave now? I have no worth. You
I Know Whats There (I Can’t Do Anything Right)
My life. Is a complication that couldn’t say goodnight. Goodnight, Though some creatures are pressed against my side. My life. Like a hole to create
By Love, It Won’t Go Away.
I feel that a train wreck is chasing me, but wont look that way. Theres a mistress in the mirror, but I cant get her
Threatening My Sanity On The Edge Of The World
I’ve been threatening myself with my own sanity. Hoping that I can hold on, tighter, longer, but I cant. I have been alone all this
One Thousand One Hundred And Thirty Four
It’s my number. One thousand one hundred and thirty four. One good harlot and three filthy whores. One bent path that’s paving the way,
The Selfish and the Selfless
Somewhere, there is a battle field. Babies cry, on the open streets. There was a addict, to his own existence. He came down, glass cracking
Right Down Where It Lies.
Using your skin to wrap up your bones Your mother can’t see this right now. I tried to remember. Died in December. Holding a thought down
The Last Words To A Fake Lover
I found myself thinking about you tonight. All night. Crying with angry tears. So full of impunity. What happened? So I thought, what made you
Some Gift
All alone in this house. You start to scream, I hear you out. Felling better than before, but you cry like you did during the
With Sweet Silence
Make the world another sea of ash, circumstances growing thin. I thought I let down all that I had. Just leave all these broken wings.
Only You Two
The waves flowed our way. While we sat by the beachside, where we took our parts. A right just to stay, but the owners say that
Your Bright Lights
Bright lights. Looking like your eyes. Looking like sunshine. As I touch your skin. Through a window. What do you see love? This may
Sirens
It’s like I took out my mind. I have a sick sense of right. Beloved doctor. Now. Just a simple case. It’s just a simple
A Poets Philosophy
It’s based on two things. First is of human origin. Us being cannot be good in anyone’s eyes. There is a grudge against humanity, so
That Someone
Where do I see myself? What will I do? What if I invented something? Or even unlock the human mind? This sounds childish but still,
Tiny Spaces
I live my life in a swimming pool, whenever I awaken. I try to be a respectful man. These eyes are getting sharper. I find
Letters To The Mind: Love
Dear Love, It seems I can’t take the pressure. Like always, I am not surprised. It may be even possible that you just don’t like
It’s So Damn Wrong
I try to be a reputable man, I have a heavy heart made of stone. Taking apart all these picture frames. When the face is
Step One Is Admitting You Have A Problem
I Flight Nineteen I once thought that I was one of a kind. Spectacular in many ways, a vision to the blind. I don’t really
Cut Clean
Cut clean, loose shoes. Its only they wanted in you. Ripped jeans, loud rouse. I think they can hear you. There was a jump chorus
As The World Falls Apart (Dear Love)
As I try to look around, There is no one around me. As far as I can tell, The fire surrounds me. The stars start
As I Lie
There’s a drill, that’s ringing in my head. Put me in a coffin, then nail me back up again. I told you that this is a song,
My Last Thoughts (My Wish)
I can’t believe this. I don’t understand why I cant…… I’ll scream I love; I’ll love you more. I’ll write it on the bathroom floor.
Once And A While
It happens every once and a while, when you feel hopeless. I want to care, but nothing can clean wounds. There is a hope but
The Days To Come
Sounds of violence help me get through the night. It always seems so ring through my head all day. My thoughts go wandering. I’ll never
Just Like Clockwork
You look defeated, as you’re laying, on the floor. You look so tired, and strung out. You look so disappointed. You seem to lack
It’s Better Now
A pulse beats, in the darkness. Everything flows naturally. As the old lepers all die, to the other side. Till then, we can breathe out
Save This Dance Tonight
Has this reached its end? Well I don’t feel dead. I left you in your car. I walked straight ahead. Your shadow reflected a glimmer.
Letters to the Mind: Fear
Dear Fear, I ran into you the other day. You had that smile that you always have. All crooked and torn. For a second, I
Lose Your Way (Like The Rest Of Us)
I never thought I could, give you enough. We need the worst of things, to get up. In the meantime, we travel down a road.
Hell Is Just A Word
The secrets that I own, are put up on a shelf. It has terror, and I’m scared, but I know its my home. Can I
Letters to the Mind: Lust
Dear Lust, It feels like I crave you more and more, as the nights pass. I can’t believe that you have such a hold on
Marigolds and Cyanide (You Make Me Feel…)
You make me feel like marigolds, enjoying some sunny rain. You make me feel so honest. You make me feel ok. I left you with
May Be, Maybe
There was a time, long ago, when I was young, I can’t believe I remember it. I wanted a brother, but my mother, couldn’t stand,
The Life Decision
There is a tale of broken hearts, in every single being. A feeling that is so useless, and it leaves everything that way. What all
Like The Rest Of Us
The waves crash, I am just a mortal son. You spring from your bunker, is the war won? I can’t stand the way, you’re looking
A Pariah
My days are scratching thin, reminds me of moments when, I always dug a hole deep in, my burning house, I once called my home.
The Flames Die
I can’t believe that I’m alone. I’ve spent six weeks trying to get you home. I put my head within a plastic sack, at least
Because…
Compiled the letters, then picked up the phone. It’s been a long time, since we were on one on one. Now you have some children,
Letters to the Mind: Worth
Dear Worth, I can’t really say that I thought you made a difference in my life. People tell me I have you but
The Dove In The Monsters Heart
I wake up all alone again. Just like the day before. Where is my dove? I bought her favorite movie. That’s all she left behind.
A Thought Of You.
I love you. Then I don’t. I remember a long time ago in which I had a sound mind. I thought I had it
Anxiety Anxiety!
I lived a life from crib to coffin, it will be the first and last time I swear. You made me regret my thoughts for you,
The Bridge, My Mind, The Illness, The Lies
So ill’s a bridge, lost my thoughts of dancing today. So ills the crumbling bridge, The rivers so cold. I sat aside some little foundry
If Only If Only (A Predetermined Factor)
They say there’s a dove, it brings the light from the sun, it can heal the savagest of wounds. It gives you its light and
Lovers, In Chains
Lovers, in chains. All of us claim, It wasn’t me. It’s hard to go, out of the city Go! Just go. Flee away from me.
Inspired by True Events
Follow the history, see what is happening. What’s happening to me? I’m not in those books. I try to lose control, so I can be
A Poets Psychopathy
I’ve been having a new set of dreams recently. They still contain this woman in black and blue that I see so often
The Way I Like it
Save me from the end. I can like it. Little toys made of sin. Poking the back of my, neck twists and turns. I can
A Poets Depression
When you’re little, you grow to love anything you set your sights on and those little pieces of plastic that were manufactured in
Peacefully
I struggle for days, to live in open flames. Will you reach for me, or will I do it for you? The coals are so
When I Look Forward
Hey there my friend, Curled up and scared. You cant take away from me, what you’ve already shared. When the fire in our hearts, consume
One Last Reason
Crawl for a space to start again, forget all that has been done. I have become a mess to the life I lead, just some
Tomorrow Will Never Be Today
We stopped this before. In my head of lullabies. I swear I’ve seen this before, twisting the reigns on a horse. Ceramics and feathers, waiting
Inch-Wide Trenches
I’m living my life from crib to coffin everyday. How would you feel? when the darkness controls you. Tell me how would you feel? You
A Poets Self-Sacrifice
After my first suicide attempt I realized something more than what I could have ever known without doing such a thing. I can
Thoughts of a Lifetime (Into the Future)
When I think of the future. I wonder where I will be. Could I be an actor? Or be sailing in the sea? I think
Have No Fear!
Have no fear, all the wastes are won. What have I become? A fatherless son. To shake and smear, your blood and tears, over the
Our Last Words
So is this where I stand? Flicking mutters in the wind. With no place up to go save myself. I think my nerves rather thin.
I Am Black Cold Heart
I am black cold heart, its been waiting for love. You, been waiting for love. You, are liars entrust. I am black cold heart, its
Violence & Poetry Pt. 2
I live in the midst of strangers, crawling down my throat. My life’s so abstract sometimes, I beg to choke. Reflections in the mirrors, are
May Be Sharper Than The Sound
Sometimes you can’t try, but you can see me smile. While I scratch my head, I will look into the distance. I drifted to some
Cant Stand It, So What Is Sin?
Reverberating attracting through my vocal chords I cant say who will win. Now that the pendulum is dark, and is crushing the fringe, I can
Suffocation
Please be so tender, as I tell you the truth. This happened so fast and it will, crumble to pieces If I’m pinned to the
What Is It Supposed To Mean?
It was a million, miles away from here. A soft sound, but enough to make its reach. To spark to the fire, no one was
A Poets Dying Thoughts
As I fall. I’m staring at you all. Over my head, I’m not one to complain. Face the truth, and all the battles of my
Letters to the Mind: Angst
Dear Angst, You build up in my mind sometimes and it reaches the point of no looking back. I imagine myself finally giving
Ballad of the Lost V. 2
Hey, I can see you. I can see right through the core of you. I’ll take you where you want to. Like through the universe
Spin and Shout
We spin, and shout, as we dance around the fire I twist, and turn, as I search for words for you. I try, to tend,
Watchman
The lonely watchman in his lighthouse, never had a peaceful mind. The lonely watchman was the reason for the light but, he had picked a
Gravesong
I like to play dead, while immersed in white. I feel kind of violent. Nails in my coffin, and I count them, one two I
Desperation Miles (The Day I Died)
Last night I cried While reading catcher and the rye Laying under the blue sky But I felt just the same. Sometimes I’m lazy In
My Will and Last Testament
Sometimes I dream. Sometimes I dream about falling. I dream about falling down a forty story building. The wind through my hair. No dirt under