I should have listened from the start.
It has happened before.
We pray on self destruction.
and leave the bodies to rot.
So I made you cry.
I told you not to love me anyway.
I think I fell for you.
When we split our ways
So I made you scream.
With utter provocation
Felt like you insulted me.
When there was a deceiver.
So I may have lied,
kissed you goodnight.
I slept in another room,
when you rested your head.
Then I created my scars,
while you were away.
It’s like you fucked me,
in so many ways.
But I always saw those lies,
I just wished for a new sunrise.
Its been done before and will again,
but we are all monsters to the end.
I need this to end.
You may also have ended me.
I believed in all the little things.
I still couldn’t sleep
So I made you love.
I told you not to anyway.
You cared for me so much.
I wasn’t the only one.
So now I am gutting her.
I’ve bled so much.
Then I started killing her.
no one will help me up.
So I may have lied,
kissed you goodnight.
I slept in another room,
when you rested your head.
Then I created my scars,
while you were away.
It’s like you fucked me,
in so many ways.
But I always saw those lies,
I just wished for a new sunrise.
It’s been done before and will again,
but we are all monsters to the end.