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The Crucible Part I
Edited by Stephanie Bachman The day starts just like every other, you wake up but today was different. Looking at the clock it was
Control
What the hell is happening? I plant the flowers, as I step in decay. Just once, just this once, I want to see me live my
Fix This
The records cold. Been skipping on and off. Till you restitute. Been haunted now. Since horses moved your soul. To a Valkyrie. And I wish
Promise
I can’t help but stop listening, I feel I am blind, this can’t be the end. The days may be long, the time may be
Paul Cornoyer Masterwork
A reimagining of Paul Carnoyer’s painting. Medium was Charcoal. Remember me
The Reflection
When I am lost. When I am forgotten. When did the time pass me by? How long have I been old? Time just seems to
This Fire
I think its time to go, I think its time to loose control. I feel the headache amok. I just can’t stand to love. I
The Four Doorways of the Apocalypse: Conquest
The medium was charcoal and oil pastel Remember me
The Four Doorways of the Apocalypse: Famine
The medium was charcoal and pastel and was digitally enhanced. Remember me
The Four Doorways of the Apocalypse: Death
The medium was charcoal and pastel and was digitally enhanced Remember me
The Four Doorways of the Apocalypse: War
The medium was charcoal and oil pastel and was digitally enhanced. Remember me
With Me
They say that, let the world around you, rotate to infinity. Traverse into the ocean. Till you can not even see. Live inside a mountain.
My Prescription (Dresses That I Hate)
You wear the dresses that I hate. I think I made a mistake. Need to sleep in daylight more. I think I need to take
The Sorrow
Where have you gone, have you left for the rapture? A sinking feeling, you might be gone. Circumstance, in a world that is ending. A
There Is A Light. There Is A Fire.
Long ago. Before the end. There was man. Up until, the very wheel, keeps turning. Wait inside, till the ride, Of the storm passes. I
I Feel Guided By Myself
Momma caught me fighting with my shadow. Father hit a herald times four. I’ve learned the birds and bees. So stay away from me. I’ll
A Poets Realization of Numbness
Life sometimes changes for the worst or the better. It doesn’t matter which other than the fact it changes. I’ve lived a whole life scared
My Song
Even then I see your blue eyes stop my falling. Now I know. Even now your blue eyes caught me from my folly. Now I
Wake Up The Dream Is Over
The little world in my palm, the radio is on. And if I believe what they say, the whole damn world will be like me.
Can You Hear Me Now?
I’m trying to fill this space, I hope that you relate. I’ve been trying to win this race, I feel kind of out of place
Luck and Faith
There is a time for luck and faith. There is a time for greed and wealth. There is a time for the local economy. There
Letters to the Mind: Death
Dear Death, How many times do you need to wish you were dead? To bash your head into the wall, and wait for that sweet
The Lamb of the Slaughter
Ben Lamb, Ben Lamb, Find your way to cure them. Abhorrent and rotten, is what’s left of our skin. From the deepest of oceans. To
Oceana
http://lifeofadyingpoet.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/07/Oceana.mp4 Oceana released as a poem on 9/25/11 It became a song and is also inspiration for a short story or novel that I have
Stinging Green
You make me love like stinging green. Try to hold on to what you need. I can’t stop or I’ll never know. I need this
The Garden Of Pneuma
In the garden of Pneuma. Monsters search for, all the weakest, links in sight. Fire and brimstone, run the halls. Of what the, people did
Parturition
War. War with one. War with everything you compromise. To see through your blue eyes. Time. Time is done. The moment you can’t count time.
Tiny Spaces
http://lifeofadyingpoet.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/06/Tiny-Spaces-.mov The Poem Tiny Spaces came out on 4/10/12 But did you know I made it into a song? Here are the lyrics and with
A Million Suns
I, remember of a time, of when the people, played and danced so gracefully, they forgot the moments, of which they wished they died. Truth, is
New You
It’s times like these. Quenching a revolution. It sounds like these. New yet? I hardly knew you. Time to Jump up into the sea, on
Without Her
Here without her, is a man, without concious. Counting the days, As the time, passes by. Waiting for her, Is a man, Without progress. I
Cause We All Die
My whole body, Oh so tired. Oh these feet have traveled so far. Children get older and disappear, life has, become everything I fear. Mouth
Ghost of the Sun
I’ve been waiting now, searching for, Something a little more. Finally, you caught up with me, as im sitting in the trees. But wait there
We Are All Monster to the End
http://lifeofadyingpoet.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/06/We-Are-All-Monsters-To-The-End.mp4 We Are All Monsters To The End became a post on 1/26/11. It became a song shortly after. There are two versions. One with
Geoden’s Whistle
Oh, will you listen? The maker needs Geoden’s whistle. Oh, they have risen. There playing on Geoden’s whistle. There is a thing, make it
Good Blood
People all around me, break the teeth, hear them shatter. Hear the sweet sweet feeling, like living in Tahiti. The good, good blood, it tastes
Pinstripes
I hear now that you’re listening. I hear now that you’re missing me. Somethings not right, when the voices are low. Somethings not right. The
Living the Life?
http://lifeofadyingpoet.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/06/Living-the-Life.mp4 Living The Life life was originally posted on 6/20/11. I made it into a song shortly after and this is as far as I
The Crucible Part II
Edited by Stephanie Bachman Previously in The Crucible: The Crucible Part I My body got up from the seat and began to take off all
Close Friends
Are we safe now? I got startled by the mighty roar. The sound is deafening, I want to live some more. Can we kill them
What You Have Done
I black out on the roof again. I can feel you underneath my skin. The waves around me are crashing. The memories are lasting. It
Paradise
Jean and Thomas argued frequently. They argued about many petty things and although neither of them enjoyed it, they argued anyway. Jean one day pointed
Break Free The System
Get down with the system, you know you need them. Stuck in the middle, make your way to paradise. Feel the air flowing. Feel your
The Red Cellar Door
The red cellar door looked the same as it always had. Tommy, a boy just at the age of six, had always feared that monsters
Who Let The Bad In?
Who let the bad in? We were waiting for our savior. Who let the bad in? Ten prophets on the nearest route. Who the bad
Basic Fear Camp
I open my eyes to see the reality before me blend into one flamboyant mess of colors that are just an extension of oneself. There
Lost War Heroes
Hold me closely, to your chest. When you are near, is what feels best. If I should falter, in this war. Bury my bones, somewhere
Lets Do It Again
I am. A moth, to the, flame that you hold. Take me, to the depths, of the coldest unknown. One time. Or two. I still
A More Perfect People
The mission was somewhat of a success. The special forces team were to extract all if any of the last tribe of the dying Mohali
Memories
I remember a time, we used to walk. Think of all our memories. I used to take, a pill to calm, even the slightest of
The End Of The Lie
When I walk outside, feel the breeze, my heart is beating. It’s a cold day, I can feel it, within my soul. I cant wait,
I Made You
Can you hear it again? It’s ringing. Get screwed into place. I’m barely breathing. Hate you? I made you. Can you ask me again? Hate
The Man
I’m the man that dies, at the end of the movie. That proves all men, go big or go broke. In the dawn of our
The Doppelgänger
Harold, a seemingly successful business executive, was heading home from a fairly long day of working. Harold was a single father in which had a
Right Here Where I Lay
There is a decision, I have made, to edulge in fear and bathe in pain. I’m misunderstood, why is this so bad? Its my choice
The Thought
There is a fear in me, that haunts everyday. Placed by love, that won’t go away. She gets in my mind and plants a seed.
The Fall
With everything that saves you. With everything that kills you. Will you take comfort in the fall? With everything I said to you. When villains
No One Is A Winner
Bring in your guns, there’s a new kid in this town. We will look back in the times, and reflect what we have done. It
Demon Days and Vision
Walk into the woods, and find yourself a home. Give yourself a minute, some time to be alone. Rushing words can hypnotize, the weariest of
Temptation
I’ll head off and set myself home. I try to be quiet, you people won’t leave me alone. I’ve cut myself, and tied a noose
Come to Me Now
Come to me now, and yes I know, I’m a little headstrong. Come to me now, and yes I know, I need your love. So
Simplicity of a Thought
Washing away my heartbeat, with the simplicity of a thought. Why try to find people, if you is all you got? Some are decieving, others
The New Life
I feel like I was born again today, a new standard in the regime. I want to do everything. The craving won’t stop Loathing all
Thoughts
I’m lacking a heartbeat, I’m losing my thoughts. I lost love, now what do I got? Its hard enough, to live through this day. Could
My Memories
So here, is where I see. I’m grieving, please, can we listen, to the infight stereo. She has kids though, and up until, we laughed
Misery
Here we are, looking at the, same cards again. I want to, fix the game, so that we, always come in top. Now we need
Inside of Me
Cut me into little pieces, and put them all together. There is nothing that I have ever, been able to hide from you. You always
Better Than The Rest
I never did want this but, I never felt so whole It makes me want to do everything again, I think I’m crazy. So Why
Weight of All the World
Keep your ear to the wall, and wait to disapear. Listen to thoughts, and pain will turn to fear. The fear will bury, deep inside.
Waiting Forever
I’m not going to wait for this forever. I’m not going to stay on hold. My life will die if I wait, and I will
