Some days I never have enough
Controlling the thoughts thereof
Some times it never can be missed
And I get fuzzy full antics.
Last night I could not choose
I was acting like a fool
Some times it never can be missed
Add it to my bucket list.
Some people they can never change
As they live through it day to day.
The whisper turns to a scream
Then it’s time to blow off steam.
Now this is going down,
I can’t control who I am.
I am going out of town.
My memory is just a glitch.
I control what I want.
Instead I just sit and wish.
The melody is sick and faded.
Flash of black and grey
I feel so jaded.
I can’t control what I am.