Crawl for a space to start again,
forget all that has been done.
I have become a mess to the life I lead,
just some ugly crumbling road.
In a sleepy state, I feel awake inside,
but I know what I really am.
I don’t know what to believe,
or if I am still asleep.
I think I am a machine,
mind never stops its ticking.
A metronome in my dreams.
There’s no place without scratch.
There’s a devil on my back.
It’s just out of my reach.
So close but stays right out of reach.
Give me one good reason
to try to keep me alive.
Give me one good hour
to keep what’s in my life.
Give me one last kiss,
to quench the fire that’s inside.
Because I can’t be here
It can’t be right
Choking till I die.
Save me to celebrate,
celebrate all my needs today,
what have I become?
You can forget me,
and the things that I’ve done.
No intention to stay like this.
How can I hate you
if I don’t know who you are,
or even if your a thing.
A shadow back in my mind,
I fall to do the same.
Why do I hate what I’ve become?
I think I am a machine
Mind never stops its ticking.
A metronome in my dreams.
There’s no place without scratch.
There’s a devil on my back.
It’s just out of my reach.
So close but stays right out of reach.
Give me one good reason
to try to keep me alive.
Give me one good hour
to keep what’s in my life.
Give me one last kiss,
to quench the fire that’s inside.
Because I can’t be here
It can’t be right
Give me one more time,
to feel, what its like.
Give me one last mess,
to fix for tonight.
Give me one last smile,
to make me think about.
Because I can’t be here
It can’t be right
Because I can’t be here
It can’t be right
Choking till I die.
